That Person.

Darating talaga sa point ng buhay natin na meron tayong isang taong makikilala na di mo alam kung bakit pero alam mo sa sarili mo na this person owns a specific part in your heart, somewhere deep core, you're not actually sure how massive but you want him/her there. Even if that person turns you down several times and is decided that he/she will never stay still that part of you won't be occupied. Often that person leave then if decided to go back, alam niya sa sarili niya na meron siyang babalikan. That person is so lucky for possessing a VIP pass in your heart that'll never expire.

hahaha uber cheesey ako sa sarili ko. well well well. I always say to my self that love will remain even how many times people betray, upset, freak the hell out of me or make me mad, i don't care. We always choose the way to go back into love. Uyy.. may cue.. I've been living with the shadows over head...

Anyway to justify what I'm blabbing here, here's some hint:

That person: tol

Me: tol :):) kamusta?

That person: haha kmsta na? eto ok lang.. kaw?

Me: ayos lang din, tambay na ulet :D:D nu na balita me ring ring ka na?

That person: haha wala pa ako ring ring.. namimis ko na nga eh.. pati ikaw nakzz hahahaha

Me: wow tama yan buti namiss mo ko kasi kung hindi sasakalin kita eh.. pabili ka na tol :D:D

That person: hahahahah... eh ganun talaga. oo papabili ako sinabe ko na kay inay


I'm so dead when he find these. Wala lang. namiss ko lang siya... At dito ko mismo sa blog na 'toh pinagtatapat na isa siya sa mga taong may kwarto sa puso ko. Pero no malice na ha. He's considered as a friend and nothing more than that. As in pwede ko siyang i-subject sa mga kagagahan ko na willing naman siya. Pag ni-rewind ko ng 1 year ago ang usapan I had a drooling love desire with that person, well he rejected my love and found out that I'm just craving for him because I'm thirsty at the idea of love and being in love. no fun. tsk tsk. I can hear Beyonce's voice in the back of my mind saying such words "You 've been a very bad girl, a very bad, bad girl Gaga!!!" Then after all of my none sense expectations - na walaaaaaaang kakwenta kwenta na pag naiisip ko laugh trip nalang - and only-God-knows-what-happened we've became good friends, I couldn't ask for more. A big wink for that.


(WINK!)